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Mm.
Tonight is my last night in this house. All my boxes are shipped, all my extra crap has been sent to Goodwill, and my bags are packed. I will stay in Seattle for two days, and then I will catch a plane to Minnesota.
I don’t really know what to feel. I think part of me still thinks tomorrow will be completely normal and I’ll keep doofing around with housemates and walking down the same streets and going to sleep and waking up in the same room like always.
And part of me isn’t really letting me feel much—it is still in Go Mode. I still have to get to Seattle, find my way to the airport, and make it to Minnesota, all while carrying around my poor cat. I think it will end up okay, but it will be a huge relief when that part is done and over.
Later, when my head isn’t full of quite so many thoughts, I will be as excited as all hell—I can’t wait to see Luka and Jesse and Seebs. I’ve been to Northfield before very briefly and I really loved the places I visited. And I have video game rage and crazy midwestern weather and Buffy marathons to look forward to!
That aside, I like the process of getting to know a town while it’s still all new and exciting and I like the gradual feeling where awesome new places become old familiar places. It will be unbelievably wonderful to be able to get some decent health care and benefits going, and I think I will like finally having a tiny space of my own.
it’s going to be so awesome having you here. i think you’re going to have a blast.
:( I wish you could bring your friengs everywhere with you like some kind of Deadhead wagon train of awesomeness.
But daaamn this is gonna rule So Hard.
I think it’s time for that last push of Lesbisnatchery, too. PREPARE FOR THE FLURRY OF REBLOGS!
